TrUtH oR nT tRuE?

Tis aftenoon go snooker at Setapak ther wif frens.Bo reali play,jz like test play a bit nia.Herm,while on de way home...i eventually knw smting.A truth which i duno i expected it or nt...i feel reali down.I hate myself.I reali hate it.If i could do it better n earlier,would everiting change?Im such a coward...Then go Sentul ther buy fud,then went home.