Desire

Damn...
What i planned always failed...
It couldnt be success each time...
Its been a lame life...
Couldnt do what i realy want,what i dreamt of...
Im not sure how i gonna survive in this holiday too..
Well,mjust hope everything goes well...^^

Dissapointment...

I were always thinking...

What i experienced...
What i do till now...

Were it just a mere imagination...?

Or maybe it's just a dream after all long time sleeping...

What is the meaning of good friends?

Does it really a mere tool too use each other?

I don't agree that...

But i really disappointed by your actions...

I gave my time,i share my sadness,my happiness...

And this is what i got?

If like that,i rather back continue back my peace and lone life...

Nobody disturb,lead a peace life...

I've already get used of life without anybody concerning...

I don't hope anybody interact or interfere me...

Care no more about what's happening around and continue my own life...

A path towards the silent chasm...

Appriciation

Nothing will be better than what we have now...
Altough sometimes...
Our desires and wishes cant be fullfilled...
But its already happy enough to have what we have now...
We were not the most lucky ones but we were not the most bad lucked either...
It's a satisfication to have what we have now...
Surely,we wills to be better than what we were now,we shall not do more than our limits...
It's not wise to sacrifice everything just to fullfill it...

As for myself...
I wish to be better than what i have now...
But,in the same time,i have already quite satisfied for what i have now...
Im very happy to have good family...
Especially my mum,ah jie and papa...
They always treat me well and give all sorts of advice...(sometimes even back-up me when im in misery either >.<)
For my other family members...
Michelle jie,Shirley jie and Winnie jie...
They always worried about me,espcially about my further education...
As for my kai jie and kai mui's...
Yee Jin jie and Hui Shan jie...
They often open my mind when i have problems...
Felisya mui,always will a good listener for me,always will be there listen to my problems...
For heng dai,Chung Hung,David Zai and Ah Yin...
They always make me happy,hear what my problems...
For each time im in a bad mood....
I can always be smiling and laugh even when im in a bad mood...
Every single soul in that has pass through my life...
They make talk with me,be happy with me...
I really appriciate them...
Really thanks...^^

Well,now i just hope that ill get a good result for spm,improve my capability in sports and found what ive been waiting for this half year...
I wont let the hope that you all put on me fade just like that...
Thanks again all...
^^

This is one of my mum's cooking,radish soup...
I love her soup very much^^




Ill do everything as long i can make the person that i desire happy...
bEcAuSe i aM wHo i aM

♥tHe eNd♥